By Sister Lourdes, O.C.D.
This reflection was written on the song written for the relics of St. Thérèse: “With Such Small Wings.”
When the “little soul” reflects on her lowliness and weakness, the simplicity of the score mirrors her humility. Yet, there is also a subtle movement that hints at her desire to soar, though she feels unable. I hear this tension in the lower notes, which seem to offer a depth, almost like the wind beneath her wings, gently urging her to fly.
Between the verses and the chorus, there’s a slight lift, suggesting that the little soul has surrendered completely. Even as torment arises and she searches for the Son, the score conveys her inner struggle. Despite the hardship, she continues to seek and trust in His presence, even when He seems unseen. The musical crescendo beautifully reflects this rising tension, which then softens as the soul contemplates her “eagle’s heart” amidst her smallness.
The second verse, with the duet between the alto voices of the Beloved and the lover, is a stunning portrayal of their hearts’ connection. When the “little soul” again speaks of her littleness, the light and ethereal descant perfectly reflects her newfound lightness, drawn from the preceding measures when the Beloved was delighting in her presence.
The music then swells into a majestic crescendo as the soul gazes upon the Father through the Son. When she speaks of her littleness once more and proclaims she will no longer walk in shame, the gentle decrescendo affirms this truth. The final build in the score celebrates the little soul who now flies, uplifted by the Father’s love, fully delighting in her littleness.
